this weblog is going to look nicer;)in a few day...I know...it only takes some hours...and I already bugged one of my friends for it:)thank you vahid ...anyways its interesting how every week my prof asks me..."sooooo what's your future?" well this time I answered"do you have a plan in mind for me;)"any ways he said if I publish 1-2 paper I can start my Phd.!!!!!what dreams;)anyways I guess I will end up there..as much as this is not my ideal way of life..but..what can you do?I am going out with some of my friends tonight:) to Marche..its a very nice place...I will let you guys know how it went:)although its always fun...it reminds me of the last times I have been there..there were always for an occation..."before the start of plant design"..."after the end of plant design"...haha..it seems my calender and life start up is different:)"

I go to UofT.

Today is the day that I am suppose to meet the vice chair of CVG:)I am very excited and scared:(pray for me...yesterday was Mohandes gathering as usual and Dr. Armin had a speech..it was extremely interesting..he is such a nice person as well:)By the way I saw "P" as well...and we ended up coming home together...he actually gave me a lift to my house...such a nice person:)he is one of those persian guys who has been here for a long time and I think I can talk to him very easilly because we have undergraduate studies in common and when he talks to a girl, he is talking to the person not that he is talking to a GIRL...unfortunately I don't see that with the guys who come from Iran..and I am not comfortable with them at all..but hi is very easy to talk to:)he is added to the long list of my friends:)I hope he reaches all his hopes and dreams:)

The most bizare thing just happend yesterday and today. I had to find the price of a certain GC columns and I ended up talking to this guy who asked me about myself and ended up giving me some information on a certain contact person in pharmaceutical industry... I couldn't stop smiling!!!!and today I am so proud of myself..I called up that person and also a driving instructor:)soooooooooo today was a great day interms of effectivity level;)I feel myself again...I feel I am walking forward not just standing some where and afriad of going forward:)thank you God...I think now you are showing me...or is this the test!!!??

Blow is sent to my from one of my favorite friends:

The most destructive habit.........................Worry

The greatest Joy...........................................Giving

The greatest loss.........................Loss of self-respect

The most satisfying work.............Helping others

The ugliest personality trait......................Selfishness

The most endangered species........Dedicated leaders

Our greatest natural resource......................Our youth

The greatest "shot in the arm"....Encouragement

The greatest problem to overcome.....................Fear

The most effective sleeping pill........Peace of mind

The most crippling failure disease........Excuses

The most powerful force in life.......................Love

The most dangerous pariah....................A gossiper

The world's most incredible computer.....The brain

The worst thing to be without...................... Hope

The deadliest weapon..........................The tongue

The two most power-filled words.............."I Can"

The greatest asset...................................Faith

The most worthless emotion.....................Self-pity

The most beautiful attire............................SMILE!

The most prized possession....................Integrity

The most powerful channel of communication.............Prayer

The most contagious spirit...................Enthusiasm

The most important thing in life.......................GOD

Fighter (Christina Aguillera)
I love this Girl...her songs are wonderful..and I give this to you with respect and love:
When I, thought I knew you
Thinking, that you were true
I guess I, I couldn't trust
'Cause your bluff time is up
'Cause I've had enough
You were, there by my side
Always, down for the ride
But your, joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out of shame, mmhmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that I hold resentment for you
But, uh uh, oh no, you're wrong
'Cause if it wasn't for all that you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
It makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never, saw it coming
All of, your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in
On a good thing before I realized your game
I heard, you're going around
Playing, the victim now
But don't, even begin
Feeling I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave, uh huh

After all of the fights and the lies
Yes you wanted to harm me but that won't work anymore
Uh, no more, oh no, it's over
'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now, and never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
It makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

ooooooooh...I tried to wash my lab coat but my beloved partner, while injecting the resin solution spread most of it my and himself:(and since its not a water soluable compound it is not going to be cleaned:(and I think my lab coat is compeletely ruined...can't finish this book I have started...I have to focous..I promise to finish it by the end of this week..and ofcouse the course Mr. M is teaching me...I am forever greatfull for this..aaaaaaaannnnnnnnddddddd as usual I am just praying to God that he shows me the right way for me...pleaseeeeeeee...I am losing faith in you...